Fat

OMG....OMG....OMG... I am fat.
Really really fat. I have increased 2 sizes in the past 6 months working in this place that I "enjoy  so much".  And I can see my bulging  tummy too. OMG... What shall I do????. My mind keep on racing on how and what I should in order to lose this kilos and it made me hungry. With that I started munching on the junk food  that was bought by myself fron the money that were given by these managers.
Shame on me. I can't  think of anything right now. Let me sleep on it first.

Dinner with Wings

This is one of those 'lazy to cook real dinner' days. Used ready made concoction and oven baked the chicken wings. Whipped up some salad, canned mushroom soup and garlic bread to go with it.

Life is always simple..by your choice.

Rambling

I keep on erasing whatever that I've typed cause I don't know how to continue after  I have finishes those sentences. Life is kinda vague at the moment. I could not confirmed whether I am doing fine nor can I confirmed that I am not doing well. Everybody will have to go through some phases in their life and I think I have been going through some phases for quite sometimes.

If I were to compare between my life  to some of my friends that are going through some bad phases in their life, I definitely think I should be grateful. But I would like to think that we should not be making such comparison as each individual is unique in its own way hence each experiences are totally different. I have been telling myself that those "what if" are useless and one should not be having such "what if" moment at all. We do not want to stir things that are left behind so peacefully.
Oh well, enough of rambling in one day. Could not ramble away like I want to as there are so many things to do.